The little sparrow, it just stole a branch from my garden. I’ve lost meaning. Going with the flow has led me to this. I did enjoy that way of life initially, but I can’t help return to my anxious self. It’s just the way I am. This is probably the first blog with relevance to-‘Young Musician’. I’ve lost meaning. I don’t have a purpose. I have nothing to look forward to. I’ve become a self-centered, stupid and weird teenager who’s become the victim of mood swings.

The thing is that my holidays are going on and I had, like every other stupid kid, planned to do a lot. And as you can tell by the name, I have an impeccable interest in music. I wanted to get a band going, but nothing is happening. The drummer is so full of shit, I don’t even wanna explain. I wanted to do a crash course in drums but my teacher won’t reply. He’s ignoring me and throwing tantrums!

I’m just tired of the bullshit, and if you think that this blog is going to help you find your purpose, you should leave this site right away, cause this is just another teen trying to find his purpose and journalising his thoughts. It won’t help you. I don;t know if it will help me, I’m just passing time- the wrong way. Instead of doing something, I’m pitying myself and not doing anything. Shit man! I gotta do something. I’m gonna leave. You’d better too.